so this may be somewhat provakative so i advise you if you are reading this and you are under 13 u shouldnt be.

so me and my boyfriend are off course sexually active i was hoping to save myself for mariage but i couldnt help it i had so much passion for him. and 2 years of love between us the first time was amazing unfourtunatly i was the only virgin....the way he pretty much coached me threw it the times he wispered in my ear "i love you" or "do you want me to stop" or "your are the most beautiful thing i have ever seen"..... just an amazing thing...he is gonna kill me when he reads this and finds out im actually letting people know he has a soft side. but i love him more than anything he is just the exact thing that fits with me we are like puzzle pieces i know that sounds stupid. when u meet some one when you are 7 years old and know that he is just the boy you want to marry...when u play with ur barbie's you are barbie and you name your ken doll him..its love ...

baby...i love u and i miss u ur my cute boy and im ur tiny dancer

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always with me, tiny dancer in my hand

Jesus freaks out in the street
Handing tickets out for God
Turning back she just laughs
The boulevard is not that bad

Piano man he makes his stand
In the auditorium
Looking on she sings the songs
The words she knows, the tune she hums

But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you and you can't hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today

Blue jean baby, L.A. lady, seamstress for the band
Pretty eyed, pirate smile, you'll marry a music man
Ballerina, you must have seen her dancing in the sand
And now she's in me, always will be, tiny dancer in my hand

But oh how it feels so real
Lying here with no one near
Only you and you can hear me
When I say softly, slowly

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today

Hold me closer tiny dancer
Count the headlights on the highway
Lay me down in sheets of linen
you had a busy day today

i love my best friend more than life its self....she is my yin to my yang we r perfect...she is there for me no matter what we fight who cares if we need each other we can be miles apart but our hearts are together....i love u peanut

well my life is a rollercoaster.....thank god i have my boy so i dont have that drama too...and the weather here is even worse....it is november 7th andf 97 degrees out here how freakin crazy is that gives me a chance to get some tanning in and chill with my music!!!

i cant totally leave my ballet backround....so i compromised robinhood ballerina...i had a blast partys galore and i had my trusty bf with me too keep me safe from all those creeps... but so that was like a week ago.... today i had ballet...musical theater....jazz..and a leaps and turns class and my hips are killing me...i hate this whole bad hips thing... well hope everyone is having a great night...i need to go take a shower im a little smelly!!! lol

.peace. and remember....
.live.love.dance.