so im in another state away and lonely and thinking it can't get anyworse.....doesnt it suck when your wrong...so i find out supposivly last night at that party my bf was really drunk and some girl was sitting on his lap and it was dark and if he cheated on me for the first time in 3 years im gonna go nuts...i havent talked to him yet because he is at work and i dont think he knows jess(my friend) told me...and i called kyle and him and sarah were busy last night they left early and were at our house so they dont know but they offered to kick his ass....idk who to trust i mean i trust him and i dont think he would do something like that to me... but jessica has been my friend since 1st grade altho she has lied to alot of her other friends..i dont know its like 3.20 right now and he gets off at 4 i left him a message saying its really important and we need to talk and i had my serious voice so.... i cant believe he would cheat on me just doesnt seem right...

ok so its 10 and i am so much happier now.. so jessica is an evil bitch....when evan called me at like exactly 4....and sounds lame....but when i started telling him what jess told me i started crying im such a girl... but i found out that he left the party with his sister and her bf at 11....so i called his sister just to check and she comfirmed so i called jess and she was like o i guess it was somone else...i was do mad but im all good now!!!! love you all

so my ev finally came back to school and on the coldest day of the week so i had someone to cuddle up with at lunch and someone to hug and kiss during passing....but unfourtunently for me this is my weekend to fly out and see my dad in vegas so im without my babe for the weekend i fly back sunday night at 6pm and go to school monday so this wont be posed till i get back because my dad is a free spirt and him and my step mom dont believe in internet or air conditioning so i am in las vegas and its hot... so i live in shorts and sports bras and tank tops... thank god there is aa dance studio down the street and i just pay to take classes all weekend....and man i could use a massage from my bf and a door that locks...cause having a little nosy brother is killer...and i miss my friends i miss peanut and my bf and kyle....man there are so many partys this weekend and im not there and ive never been jelous of girls around my bf but the party tonite is in a few cities over and i really hate when girls hit on evan cause i know how hot he is... and he tells me when i come out here he is so afraid im gonna find some hot rich boy because my dads house is .5 miles off the strip...but honestly to tell you the truth i cant picture myself with anyone more perfect than evan.im so excited that my bf is spending thanksgiving with me in hawaii....so stoked leaving tues for a week of perfection...beautiful hotel if u wanna check it out its called the weston in maui...so beautiful...and its him his mom his dad his sister and her bf and his little brother.... me my mom my step dad kyle(sarahs bf also my stepbrother)and my sister and her asshole bf umm sarah her parents and her little sister ...that would be the only thing that could ruin it for me...i thing me and ev are gonna join the mile high club...lol

and if none of u guys realized already i am kinda rich just a lil bit...lol i drive a 70 chevy nova that me and my brother fixed up... he drives a 3 series BMW... and my mom drives a 07 land rover...and then theres my dad with a ford truck...idk ..i have a tv dvd and vcr player attached to a killer stearo system in my room i also have my own bathroom a california king size bed...my bathroom is connected to another room which i used to share with kyle untill we added on and now we turned it into a dance studio....
kyle has his own room and bathroom and a music studio.... which i also use..and me and kyle think cd's suck we love records!!!
and our little sister brooke-lynn has her own room and bathroom and a play room like alot of 9 year olds...
thats the whole 2nd story and then the third story is just one room and its our parents room...

so idk some think im rich and ppl who live around me think its normal...and we have a pool spa that whole thing...and my mom has some weird yoga thing goin on too..

we each have an animal...i love my turtle...skyler
kyle has a puppy named smoky
and brooke-lynn has a cat named aubrey
and our family has an old dog named sunny

me and kyle collect records i think we have like 300 some
and we have like 100 8-tracks
and comming out here my dad gave me the new sidekick which i already have so we traded it in for new car parts...i cant wait to get home...

o and i forgot me kyle and brooke-lynns bonding place....our trampoline
and evan is on the phone right now and he is telling me about this girl who keeps following him at the party and its kinda pissing me off because hes gonna make me cry cause i cant loose him and even know i know he wont cheat on me im still scared what this girl will try and what will go around school after...

and i know this girl she hates me and knows im in a diff state thats why she pulling this crap and when i get home im gonna kick her ass if she touches him...
i miss everyone....well ill write again tomorrow but i cant post them till i get internet service...so yea love ya

gonna go yell at my bf xoxo
ry

The perfect guy will…

? Know how to make u smile when u are down

? Try to secretly smell your hair.. you always notice

? Stick up for you but still respect your independence

? Come up behind u and put his arms around u

? Play with your hair

? Always find your hand

? Offer you plenty of massages

? Dance with u, even if he feels like a dork

? Never run out of love

? Be funny but know how to be serious

? Realize he’s being funny when he needs to be serious

? Be patient when you take forever to get ready

? Smile a lot

? Appreciate you

? Helps others out

? Always gives you a hug and kiss, even when his best friends are watching

? Sing to you, even when he can’t

? Have a creative sense of humor

? Stare at you

? Calm you down when u get mad

? Make u feel like the most beautiful girl in the world

? Be your boyfriend, and best friend

? Miss you when you’re apart

? Know when to get close and when to back off

? Never say "I love You" w/o meaning it

? Know where you’re coming from

? Say you’re beautiful when you tell him your having a bad day

?Love you for you

?Talk to you, even when he’s with his guy friends

?Never lie to you

?Go out of his way to spend time with you

? Know when to protect you and when to let you do it yourself

? Never put down your ideas (even if they don’t make sense)

? Never break your heart

? Know when to care and when to cheer you up

? Tell you that you’re not fat

? Remember the small things, like birthdays

?Never act bored around you, even if he is

?Be as crazy about you, as you are him

fromm...shayla's blog

1. tiny dancer
2. flexie betty
3. ryry
4. emm
5. tiny kink
6. masterful
7. hunny
8. baby
9. bunne
10. crepey
11. butthead
12. a-hole
13. munchie(my fav)

baby ur the most amazing guy ever... the shoes omg...i love u look we got our pictures back!!!
the shoes my evan bought me for our 3 yr 5 month annaversary!!! hes a stud
this is my pointe team....im and the left end

look how cute my bf is
i cut myself out if was an ugly picture